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TWO OLD MEN
'The woman saith unto him, Sir, I perceive that thou art a prophet. Our
fathers worshipped in this mountain; and ye say, that in Jerusalem is the
place where men ought to worship. Jesus saith unto her, Woman, believe me, the
hour cometh when neither in this mountain, nor in Jerusalem, shall ye worship
the Father. . . . But the hour cometh, and now is, when the true worshippers
shall worship the Father in spirit and truth: for such doth the Father seek to
be his worshippers.' -- John iv. 19-21, 23. THERE were once two old men who decided to go on a pilgrimage to worship
God at Jerusalem. One of them was a well-to-do peasant named Efím Tarásitch
Shevélef. The other, Elisha Bódrof, was not so well off. Efím was a staid man, serious and firm. He neither drank nor smoked nor
took snuff, and had never used bad language in his life. He had twice served
as village Elder, and when he left office his accounts were in good order. He
had a large family: two sons and a married grandson, all living with him. He
was hale, long-bearded and erect, and it was only when he was past sixty that
a little grey began to show itself in his beard. Elisha was neither rich nor poor. He had formerly gone out carpentering,
but now that he was growing old he stayed at home and kept bees. One of his
sons had gone away to find work, the other was living at home. Elisha was a
kindly and cheerful old man. It is true he drank sometimes, and he took snuff,
and was fond of singing, but he was a peaceable man, and lived on good terms
with his family and with his neighbours. He was short and dark, with a curly
beard, and, like his patron saint Elisha, he was quite bald-headed. The two old men had taken a vow long since and had arranged to go on a
pilgrimage to Jerusalem together: but Efím could never spare the time; he
always had so much business on hand; as soon as one thing was finished he
started another. First he had to arrange his grandson's marriage; then to wait
for his youngest son's return from the army, and after that he began building
a new hut. One holiday the two old men met outside the hut and, sitting down on some
timber, began to talk. 'Well,' asked Elisha, 'when are we to fulfil our vow?' Efím made a wry face. 'We must wait,' he said. 'This year has turned out a hard one for me. I
started building this hut thinking it would cost me something over a hundred
roubles, but now it's getting on for three hundred and it's still not
finished. We shall have to wait tin the summer. In summer, God willing, we
will go without fail.' 'It seems to me we ought not to put it off, but should go at once,' said
Elisha. 'Spring is the best time.' 'The time's right enough, but what about my building? How can I leave
that?' 'As if you had no one to leave in charge! Your son can look after it.' 'But how? My eldest son is not trustworthy -- he sometimes takes a glass
too much.' 'Ah, neighbour, when we die they'll get on without us. Let your son begin
now to get some experience.' 'That's true enough, but somehow when one begins a thing one likes to see
it done.' 'Eh, friend, we can never get through all we have to do. The other day the
women-folk at home were washing and house cleaning for Easter. Here something
needed doing, there something else, and they could not get everything done. So
my eldest daughter-in-law, who's a sensible woman, says: 'We may be thankful
the holiday comes without waiting for us, or however hard we worked we should
never be ready for it.' Efím became thoughtful. 'I've spent a lot of money on this building,' he said 'and one can't start
on the journey with empty pockets. We shall want a hundred roubles apiece --
and it's no small sum.' Elisha laughed. 'Now, come, come, old friend!' he said, 'you have ten times as much as I,
and yet you talk about money. Only say when we are to start, and though I have
nothing now I shall have enough by then.' Efím also smiled. 'Dear me, I did not know you were so rich!' said he. 'Why, where will you
get it from?' 'I can scrape some together at home, and if that's not enough, I'll sell
half a score of hives to my neighbour. He's long been wanting to buy them.' 'If they swarm well this year, you'll regret it.' 'Regret it! Not I, neighbour! I never regretted anything in my life, except
my sins. There's nothing more precious than the soul.' 'That's so; still it's not right to neglect things at home.' 'But what if our souls are neglected? That's worse. We took the vow, so let
us go! Now, seriously, let us go!' II Elisha succeeded in persuading his comrade. In the morning, after thinking
it well over, Efím came to Elisha. 'You are right,' said he, 'let us go. Life and death are in God's hands. We
must go now, while we are still alive and have the strength.' A week later the old men were ready to start. Efím had money enough at
hand. He took a hundred roubles himself, and left two hundred with his wife. Elisha, too, got ready. He sold ten hives to his neighbour, with any new
swarms that might come from them before the summer. He took seventy roubles
for the lot. The rest of the hundred roubles he scraped together from the
other members of his household, fairly clearing them all out. His wife gave
him all she had been saving up for her funeral; and his daughter-in-law also
gave him what she had. Efím gave his eldest son definite orders about every thing: when and how
much grass to mow, where to cart the manure, and how to finish off and roof
the cottage. He thought out everything, and gave his orders accordingly.
Elisha, on the other hand, only explained to his wife that she was to keep
separate the swarms from the hives he had sold, and to be sure to let the
neighbour have them all, without any tricks. As to household affairs, he did
not even mention them. 'You will see what to do and how to do it, as the needs arise,' he said.
'You are the masters, and will know how to do what's best for yourselves.' So the old men got ready. Their people baked them cakes, and made bags for
them, and cut them linen for leg-bands[11]. They put on new leather shoes, and
took with them spare shoes of platted bark. Their families went with them to
the end of the village and there took leave of them, and the old men started
on their pilgrimage. Elisha left home in a cheerful mood, and as soon as he was out of the
village forgot all his home affairs. His only care was how to please his
comrade, how to avoid saying a rude word to any one, how to get to his
destination and home again in peace and love. Walking along the road, Elisha
would either whisper some prayer to himself or go over in his mind such of the
lives of the saints as he was able to remember. When he came across any one on
the road, or turned in anywhere for the night, he tried to behave as gently as
possible and to say a godly word. So he journeyed on, rejoicing. One thing
only he could not do, he could not give up taking snuff. Though he had left
his snuff-box behind, he hankered after it. Then a man he met on the road gave
him some snuff; and every now and then he would lag behind (not to lead his
comrade into temptation) and would take a pinch of snuff. Efím too walked well and firmly; doing no wrong and speaking no vain
words, but his heart was not so light. Household cares weighed on his mind. He
kept worrying about what was going on at home. Had he not forgotten to give
his son this or that order? Would his son do things properly? If he happened
to see potatoes being planted or manure carted, as he went along, he wondered
if his son was doing as he had been told. And he almost wanted to turn back
and show him how to do things, or even do them himself. III The old men had been walking for five weeks, they had worn out their
home-made bark shoes, and had to begin buying new ones when they reached
Little Russia[12]. From the time they left home they had had to pay for their
food and for their night's lodging, but when they reached Little Russia the
people vied with one another in asking them into their huts. They took them in
and fed them, and would accept no payment; and more than that, they put bread
or even cakes into their bags for them to eat on the road. The old men travelled some five hundred miles in this manner free of
expense, but after they had crossed the next province, they came to a district
where the harvest had failed. The peasants still gave them free lodging at
night, but no longer fed them for nothing. Sometimes, even, they could get no
bread: they offered to pay for it, but there was none to be had. The people
said the harvest had completely failed the year before. Those who had been
rich were ruined and had had to sell all they possessed; those of moderate
means were left destitute, and those of the poor who had not left those parts,
wandered about begging, or starved at home in utter want. In the winter they
had had to eat husks and goosefoot. One night the old men stopped in a small village; they bought fifteen
pounds of bread, slept there, and started before sunrise, to get well on their
way before the heat of the day. When they had gone some eight miles, on coming
to a stream they sat down, and, filling a bowl with water, they steeped some
bread in it, and ate it. Then they changed their leg-bands, and rested for a
while. Elisha took out his snuff-box. Efím shook his head at him. 'How is it you don't give up that nasty habit?' said he. Elisha waved his hand. 'The evil habit is stronger than I,' he said. Presently they got up and went on. After walking for nearly another eight
miles, they came to a large village and passed right through it. It had now
grown hot. Elisha was tired out and wanted to rest and have a drink, but Efím
did not stop. Efím was the better walker of the two, and Elisha found it hard
to keep up with him. 'If I could only have a drink,' said he. 'Well, have a drink,' said Efím. 'I don't want any.' Elisha stopped. 'You go on,' he said, 'but I'll just run in to the little hut there. I will
catch you up in a moment.' 'All right,' said Efím, and he went on along the high road alone, while
Elisha turned back to the hut. It was a small hut plastered with clay, the bottom a dark colour, the top
whitewashed; but the clay had crumbled away. Evidently it was long since it
had been re-plastered, and the thatch was off the roof on one side. The
entrance to the hut was through the yard. Elisha entered the yard, and saw,
lying close to a bank of earth that ran round the hut, a gaunt, beardless man
with his shirt tucked into his trousers, as is the custom in Little
Russia[13]. The man must have lain down in the shade, but the sun had come
round and now shone full on him. Though not asleep, he still lay there. Elisha
called to him, and asked for a drink, but the man gave no answer. 'He is either ill or unfriendly,' thought Elisha; and going to the door he
heard a child crying in the hut. He took hold of the ring that served as a
door-handle, and knocked with it. 'Hey, masters!' he called. No answer. He knocked again with his staff. 'Hey, Christians!' Nothing stirred. 'Hey, servants of God!' Still no reply. Elisha was about to turn away, when he thought ho heard a groan the other
side of the door. 'Dear me, some misfortune must have happened to the people? I had better
have a look.' And Elisha entered the hut. IV Elisha turned the ring; the door was not fastened. He opened it and went
along up the narrow passage. The door into the dwelling-room was open. To the
left was a brick oven; in front against the wall was an icon-stand[14] and a
table before it, by the table was a bench on which sat an old woman,
bareheaded and wearing only a single garment. There she sat with her head
resting on the table, and near her was a thin, wax-coloured boy, with a
protruding stomach. He was asking for something, pulling at her sleeve, and
crying bitterly. Elisha entered. The air in the hut was very foul. He looked
round, and saw a woman lying on the floor behind the oven: she lay flat on the
ground with her eyes closed and her throat rattling, now stretching out a leg,
now dragging it in, tossing from side to side; and the foul smell came from
her. Evidently she could do nothing for herself and no one had been attending
to her needs. The old woman lifted her head, and saw the stranger. 'What do you want?' said she.' What do you want man? We have nothing.' Elisha understood her, though she spoke in the Little-Russian dialect. 'I came in for a drink of water, servant of God,' he said. 'There's no one -- no one -- we have nothing to fetch it in. Go your way.' Then Elisha asked: 'Is there no one among you, then, well enough to attend to that woman?' 'No, we have no one. My son is dying outside, and we are dying in here.' The little boy had ceased crying when he saw the stranger, but when the old
woman began to speak, he began again, and clutching hold of her sleeve cried: 'Bread, Granny, bread.' Elisha was about to question the old woman, when the man staggered into the
hut. He came along the passage, clinging to the wall, but as he was entering
the dwelling-room he fell in the corner near the threshold, and without trying
to get up again to reach the bench, he began to speak in broken words. He
brought out a word at a time, stopping to draw breath, and gasping. 'Illness has seized us . . . ,' said he, 'and famine. He is dying . . . of
hunger.' And he motioned towards the boy, and began to sob. Elisha jerked up the sack behind his shoulder and pulling the straps off
his arms, put it on the floor. Then he lifted it on to the bench, and untied
the strings. Having opened the sack, he took out a loaf of bread, and, cutting
off a piece with his knife, handed it to the man. The man would not take it,
but pointed to the little boy and to a little girl crouching behind the oven,
as if to say: 'Give it to them.' Elisha held it out to the boy. When the boy smelt bread, he stretched out
his arms, and seizing the slice with both his little hands, bit into it so
that his nose disappeared in the chunk. The little girl came out from behind
the oven and fixed her eyes on the bread. Elisha gave her also a slice. Then
he cut off another piece and gave it to the old woman, and she too began
munching it. 'If only some water could be brought,' she said, 'their mouths are parched.
I tried to fetch some water yesterday -- or was it to-day -- I can't remember,
but I fell down and could go no further, and the pail has remained there,
unless some one has taken it.' Elisha asked where the well was. The old woman told him. Elisha went out,
found the pail, brought some water, and gave the people a drink. The children
and the old woman ate some more bread with the water, but the man would not
eat. 'I cannot eat,' he said. All this time the younger woman did not show any consciousness, but
continued to toss from side to side. Presently Elisha went to the village shop
and bought some millet, salt, flour, and oil. He found an axe, chopped some
wood, and made a fire. The little girl came and helped him. Then he boiled
some soup, and gave the starving people a meal. V The man ate a little, the old woman had some too, and the little girl and
boy licked the bowl clean, and then curled up and fell fast asleep in one
another's arms. The man and the old woman then began telling Elisha how they had sunk to
their present state. 'We were poor enough before?' said they, 'but when the crops failed, what
we gathered hardly lasted us through the autumn. We had nothing left by the
time winter came, and had to beg from the neighbours and from any one we
could. At first they gave, then they began to refuse. Some would have been
glad enough to help us, but had nothing to give. And we were ashamed of
asking: we were in debt all round, and owed money, and flour, and bread.' 'I went to look for work,' the man said, 'but could find none. Everywhere
people were offering to work merely for their own keep. One day you'd get a
short job, and then you might spend two days looking for work. Then the old
woman and the girl went begging, further away. But they got very little; bread
was so scarce. Still we scraped food together somehow, and hoped to struggle
through till next harvest, but towards spring people ceased to give anything.
And then this illness seized us. Things became worse and worse. One day we
might have something to eat, and then nothing for two days. We began eating
grass. Whether it was the grass, or what, made my wife ill, I don't know. She
could not keep on her legs, and I had no strength left, and there was nothing
to help us to recovery.' 'I struggled on alone for a while,' said the old woman, 'but at last I
broke down too for want of food, and grew quite weak. The girl also grew weak
and timid. I told her to go to the neighbours -- she would not leave the hut,
but crept into a corner and sat there. The day before yesterday a neighbour
looked in, but seeing that we were ill and hungry she turned away and left us.
Her husband has had to go away, and she has nothing for her own little ones to
eat. And so we lay, waiting for death.' Having heard their story, Elisha gave up the thought of overtaking his
comrade that day, and remained with them all night. In the morning he got up
and began doing the housework, just as if it were his own home. He kneaded the
bread with the old woman's help, and lit the fire. Then he went with the
little girl to the neighbours to get the most necessary things, for there was
nothing in the hut: everything had been sold for bread -- cooking utensils,
clothing, and all. So Elisha began replacing what was necessary, making some
things himself, and buying some. He remained there one day, then another, and
then a third. The little boy picked up strength and, whenever Elisha sat down,
crept along the bench and nestled up to him. The little girl brightened up and
helped in all the work, running after Elisha and calling, 'Daddy, daddy.' The old woman grew stronger, and managed to go out to see a neighbour. The
man too improved, and was able to get about, holding on to the wall. Only the
wife could not get up, but even she regained consciousness on the third day,
and asked for food. 'Well,' thought Elisha, 'I never expected to waste so much time on the way.
Now I must be getting on.' VI The fourth day was the feast day after the summer fast, and Elisha thought:
'I will stay and break the fast with these people. I'll go and buy them
something, and keep the feast with them, and to-morrow evening I will start.' So Elisha went into the village, bought milk, wheat-flour and dripping, and
helped the old woman to boil and bake for the morrow. On the feast day Elisha
went to church, and then broke the fast with his friends at the hut. That day
the wife got up, and managed to move about a bit. The husband had shaved and
put on a clean shirt, which the old woman had washed for him; and he went to
beg for mercy of a rich peasant in the village to whom his ploughland and
meadow were mortgaged. He went to beg the rich peasant to grant him the use of
the meadow and field till after the harvest; but in the evening he came back
very sad, and began to weep. The rich peasant had shown no mercy, but had
said: 'Bring me the money.' Elisha again grew thoughtful. 'How are they to live now?' thought he to
himself. 'Other people will go haymaking, but there will be nothing for these
to mow, their grass land is mortgaged. The rye will ripen. Others will reap
(and what a fine crop mother-earth is giving this year), but they have nothing
to look forward to. Their three acres are pledged to the rich peasant. When I
am gone, they'll drift back into the state I found them in.' Elisha was in two minds, but finally decided not to leave that evening, but
to wait until the morrow. He went out into the yard to sleep. He said his
prayers, and lay down; but he could not sleep. On the one hand he felt he
ought to be going, for he had spent too much time and money as it was; on the
other hand he felt sorry for the people. 'There seems to be no end to it, he said. 'First I only meant to bring them
a little water and give them each a slice of bread: and just see where it has
landed me. It's a case of redeeming the meadow and the cornfield. And when I
have done that, I shall have to buy a cow for them, and a horse for the man to
cart his sheaves. A nice coil you've got yourself into, brother Elisha! You've
slipped your cables and lost your reckoning!' Elisha got up, lifted his coat which he had been using for a pillow,
unfolded it, got out his snuff-box and took a pinch, thinking that it might
perhaps clear his thoughts. But no! He thought and thought, and came to no conclusion. He ought to be
going; and yet pity held him back. He did not know what to do. He refolded his
coat and put it under his head again. He lay thus for a long time, till the
cocks had already crowed once: then he was quite drowsy. And suddenly it
seemed as if some one had roused him. He saw that he was dressed for the
journey, with the sack on his back and the staff in his hand, and the gate
stood ajar so that he could just squeeze through. He was about to pass out,
when his sack caught against the fence on one side: he tried to free it, but
then his leg-band caught on the other side and came undone. He pulled at the
sack, and saw that it had not caught on the fence, but that the little girl
was holding it and crying, 'Bread, daddy, bread!' He looked at his foot, and there was the tiny boy holding him by the
leg-band, while the master of the hut and the old woman were looking at him
through the window. Elisha awoke, and said to himself in an audible voice: 'To-morrow I will redeem their cornfield, and will buy them a horse, and
flour to last till the harvest, and a cow for the little ones; or else while I
go to seek the Lord beyond the sea, I may lose Him in myself.' Then Elisha fell asleep, and slept till morning. He awoke early, and going
to the rich peasant, redeemed both the cornfield and the meadow land. He
bought a scythe (for that also had been sold) and brought it back with him.
Then he sent the man to mow, and himself went into the village. He heard that
there was a horse and cart for sale at the public-house, and he struck a
bargain with the owner, and bought them. Then he bought a sack of flour, put
it in the cart, and went to see about a cow. As he was going along he overtook
two women talking as they went. Though they spake the Little-Russian dialect,
he understood what they were saying. 'At first, it seems, they did not know him; they thought he was just an
ordinary man. He came in to ask for a drink of water, and then he remained.
Just think of the things he has bought for them! Why they say he bought a
horse and cart for them at the publican's, only this morning! There are not
many such men in the world. It's worth while going to have a look at him.' Elisha heard and understood that he was being praised, and he did not go to
buy the cow, but returned to the inn, paid for the horse, harnessed it, drove
up to the hut, and got out. The people in the hut were astonished when they
saw the horse. They thought it might be for them, but dared not ask. The man
came out to open the gate. 'Where did you get a horse from, grandfather,' he asked. 'Why, I bought it,' said Elisha. 'It was going cheap. Go and cut some grass
and put it in the manger for it to eat during the night. And take in the
sack.' The man unharnessed the horse, and carried the sack into the barn. Then he
mowed some grass and put it in the manger. Everybody lay down to sleep. Elisha
went outside and lay by the roadside. That evening he took his bag out with
him. When every one was asleep, he got up, packed and fastened his bag,
wrapped the linen bands round his legs, put on his shoes and coat, and set off
to follow Efím. VII When Elisha had walked rather more than three miles it began to grow light.
He sat down under a tree, opened his bag, counted his money, and found he had
only seventeen roubles and twenty kopeks left. 'Well,' thought he, 'it is no use trying to cross the sea with this. If I
beg my way it may be worse than not going at all. Friend Efím will get to
Jerusalem without me, and will place a candle at the shrines in my name. As
for me, I'm afraid I shall never fulfil my vow in this life. I must be
thankful it was made to a merciful Master, and to one who pardons sinners.' Elisha rose, jerked his bag well up on his shoulders, and turned back. Not
wishing to be recognized by any one, he made a circuit to avoid the village,
and walked briskly homeward. Coming from home the way had seemed difficult to
him, and he had found it hard to keep up with Efím, but now on his return
journey, God helped him to get over the ground so that he hardly felt fatigue.
Walking seemed like child's play. He went along swinging his staff, and did
his forty to fifty miles a day. When Elisha reached home the harvest was over. His family were delighted to
see him again, and all wanted to know what had happened: Why and how he had
been left behind? And why he had returned without reaching Jerusalem? But
Elisha did not tell them. 'It was not God's will that I should get there,' said he. 'I lost my money
on the way, and lagged behind my companion. Forgive me, for the Lord's sake!' Elisha gave his old wife what money he had left. Then he questioned them
about home affairs. Everything was going on well; all the work had been done,
nothing neglected, and all were living in peace and concord. Efím's family heard of his return the same day, and came for news of their
old man; and to them Elisha gave the same answers. 'Efím is a fast walker. We parted three days before St. Peter's day, and I
meant to catch him up again, but all sorts of things happened. I lost my
money, and had no means to get any further, so I turned back.' The folks were astonished that so sensible a man should have acted so
foolishly: should have started and not got to his destination, and should have
squandered all his money. They wondered at it for a while, and then forgot all
about it, and Elisha forgot it too. He set to work again on his homestead.
With his son's help he cut wood for fuel for the winter. He and the women
threshed the corn. Then he mended the thatch on the outhouses, put the bees
under cover, and handed over to his neighbour the ten hives he had sold him in
spring, and all the swarms that had come from them. His wife tried not to tell
how many swarms there had been from these hives, but Elisha knew well enough
from which there had been swarms and from which not. And instead of ten, he
handed over seventeen swarms to his neighbour. Having got everything ready for
the winter, Elisha sent his son away to find work, while he himself took to
platting shoes of bark, and hollowing out logs for hives. VIII All that day while Elisha stopped behind in the hut with the sick people,
Efím waited for him. He only went on a little way before he sat down. He
waited and waited, had a nap, woke up again, and again sat waiting; but his
comrade did not come. He gazed till his eyes ached. The sun was already
sinking behind a tree, and still no Elisha was to be seen. 'Perhaps he has passed me,' thought Efím, 'or perhaps some one gave him a
lift and he drove by while I slept, and did not see me. But how could he help
seeing me? One can see so far here in the steppe. Shall I go back? Suppose he
is on in front, we shall then miss each other completely and it will be still
worse. I had better go on, and we shall be sure to meet where we put up for
the night.' He came to a village, and told the watchman, if an old man of a certain
description came along, to bring him to the hut where Efím stopped. But
Elisha did not turn up that night. Efím went on, asking all he met whether
they had not seen a little, bald-headed, old man? No one had seen such a
traveller. Efím wondered, but went on alone, saying: 'We shall be sure to meet in Odessa, or on board the ship,' and he did not
trouble more about it. On the way, he came across a pilgrim wearing a priest's coat, with long
hair and a skull-cap such as priests wear. This pilgrim had been to Mount
Athos, and was now going to Jerusalem for the second time. They both stopped
at the same place one night, and, having met, they travelled on together. They got safely to Odessa, and there had to wait three days for a ship.
Many pilgrims from many different parts were in the same case. Again Efím
asked about Elisha, but no one had seen him. Efím got himself a foreign passport, which cost him five roubles. He paid
forty roubles for a return ticket to Jerusalem, and bought a supply of bread
and herrings for the voyage. The pilgrim began explaining to Efím how he might get on to the ship
without paying his fare; but Efím would not listen. 'No, I came prepared to
pay, and I shall pay,' said he. The ship was freighted, and the pilgrims went on board, Efím and his new
comrade among them. The anchors were weighed, and the ship put out to sea. All day they sailed smoothly, but towards night a wind arose, rain came on,
and the vessel tossed about and shipped water. The people were frightened: the
women wailed and screamed, and some of the weaker men ran about the ship
looking for shelter. Efím too was frightened, but he would not show it, and
remained at the place on deck where he had settled down when first he came on
board, beside some old men from Tambóf. There they sat silent, all night and
all next day, holding on to their sacks. On the third day it grew calm, and on
the fifth day they anchored at Constantinople. Some of the pilgrims went on
shore to visit the Church of St. Sophia, now held by the Turks. Efím remained
on the ship, and only bought some white bread. They lay there for twenty-four
hours, and then put to sea again. At Smyrna they stopped again; and at
Alexandria; but at last they arrived safely at Jaffa, where all the pilgrims
had to disembark. From there still it was more than forty miles by road to
Jerusalem. When disembarking the people were again much frightened. The ship
was high, and the people were dropped into boats, which rocked so much that it
was easy to miss them and fall into the water. A couple of men did get a
wetting, but at last all were safely landed. They went on on foot, and at noon on the third day reached Jerusalem. They
stopped outside the town, at the Russian inn, where their passports were
indorsed. Then, after dinner, Efím visited the Holy Places with his
companion, the pilgrim. It was not the time when they could be admitted to the
Holy Sepulchre, but they went to the Patriarchate. All the pilgrims assembled
there. The women were separated from the men, who were all told to sit in a
circle, barefoot. Then a monk came in with a towel to wash their feet. He
washed, wiped, and then kissed their feet, and did this to every one in the
circle. Efím's feet were washed and kissed, with the rest. He stood through
vespers and matins, prayed, placed candles at the shrines, handed in booklets
inscribed with his parents, names, that they might be mentioned in the church
prayers. Here at the Patriarchate food and wine were given them. Next morning
they went to the cell of Mary of Egypt, where she had lived doing penance.
Here too they placed candles and had prayers read. From there they went to
Abraham's Monastery, and saw the place where Abraham intended to slay his son
as an offering to God. Then they visited the spot where Christ appeared to
Mary Magdalene, and the Church of James, the Lord's brother. The pilgrim
showed Efím all these places, and told him how much money to give at each
place. At mid-day they returned to the inn and had dinner. As they were
preparing to lie down and rest, the pilgrim cried out, and began to search his
clothes, feeling them all over. 'My purse has been stolen, there were twenty-three roubles in it,' said he,
'two ten-rouble notes and the rest in change.' He sighed and lamented a great deal, but as there was no help for it, they
lay down to sleep. IX As Efím lay there, he was assailed by temptation. 'No one has stolen any money from this pilgrim,' thought he, 'I do not
believe he had any. He gave none away anywhere, though he made me give, and
even borrowed a rouble of me.' This thought had no sooner crossed his mind, than Efím rebuked himself,
saying: 'What right have I to judge a man? It is a sin. I will think no more
about it.' But as soon as his thoughts began to wander, they turned again to
the pilgrim: how interested he seemed to be in money, and how unlikely it
sounded when he declared that his purse had been stolen. 'He never had any money,' thought Efím. 'It's all an invention.' Towards evening they got up, and went to midnight Mass at the great Church
of the Resurrection, where the Lord's Sepulchre is. The pilgrim kept close to
Efím and went with him everywhere. They came to the Church; a great many
pilgrims were there; some Russians and some of other nationalities: Greeks,
Armenians, Turks, and Syrians. Efím entered the Holy Gates with the crowd. A
monk led them past the Turkish sentinels, to the place where the Saviour was
taken down from the cross and anointed, and where candles were burning in nine
great candlesticks. The monk showed and explained everything. Efím offered a
candle there. Then the monk led Efím to the right, up the steps to Golgotha,
to the place where the cross had stood. Efím prayed there. Then they showed
him the cleft where the ground had been rent asunder to its nethermost depths;
then the place where Christ's hands and feet were nailed to the cross; then
Adam's tomb, where the blood of Christ had dripped on to Adam's bones. Then
they showed him the stone on which Christ sat when the crown of thorns was
placed on His head; then the post to which Christ was bound when He was
scourged. Then Efím saw the stone with two holes for Christ's feet. They were
going to show him something else, but there was a stir in the crowd, and the
people all hurried to the church of the Lord's Sepulchre itself. The Latin
Mass had just finished there, and the Russian Mass was beginning. And Efím
went with the crowd to the tomb cut in the rock. He tried to get rid of the pilgrim, against whom he was still sinning in
his mind, but the pilgrim would not leave him, but went with him to the Mass
at the Holy Sepulchre. They tried to get to the front, but were too late.
There was such a crowd that it was impossible to move either backwards or
forwards. Efím stood looking in front of him, praying, and every now and then
feeling for his purse. He was in two minds: sometimes he thought that the
pilgrim was deceiving him, and then again he thought that if the pilgrim spoke
the truth and his purse had really been stolen, the same thing might happen to
himself. X Efím stood there gazing into the little chapel in which was the Holy
Sepulchre itself with thirty-six lamps burning above it. As he stood looking
over the people's heads, he saw something that surprised him. Just beneath the
lamps in which the sacred fire burns and in front of every one, Efím saw an
old man in a grey coat, whose bald, shining head was just like Elisha Bódrof.
'It is like him,' thought Efím, 'but it cannot be Elisha. He could not
have got ahead of me. The ship before ours started a week sooner. He could not
have caught that; and he was not on ours, for I saw every pilgrim on board.' Hardly had Efím thought this, when the little old man began to pray, and
bowed three times: once forwards to God, then once on each side -- to the
brethren. And as he turned his head to the right, Efím recognized him. It was
Elisha Bódrof himself with his dark, curly beard turning grey at the cheeks,
with his brows, his eyes and nose, and his expression of face. Yes, it was he!
Efím was very pleased to have found his comrade again, and wondered how
Elisha had got ahead of him. 'Well done, Elisha!' thought he. 'See how he has pushed ahead. He must have
come across some one who showed him the way. When we get out, I will find him,
get rid of this fellow in the skull-cap, and keep to Elisha. Perhaps he will
show me how to get to the front also.' Efím kept looking out, so as not to lose sight of Elisha. But when the
Mass was over, the crowd began to sway, pushing forward to kiss the tomb, and
pushed Efím aside. He was again seized with fear lest his purse should be
stolen. Pressing it with his hand, he began elbowing through the crowd,
anxious only to get out. When he reached the open, he went about for a long
time searching for Elisha both outside and in the Church itself. In the cells
of the Church he saw many people of all kinds, eating, and drinking wine, and
reading and sleeping there. But Elisha was nowhere to be seen. So Efím
returned to the inn without having found his comrade. That evening the pilgrim
in the skull-cap did not turn up. He had gone off without repaying the rouble,
and Efím was left alone. The next day Efím went to the Holy Sepulchre again, with an old man from
Tambóf, whom he had met on the ship. He tried to get to the front, but was
again pressed back; so he stood by a pillar and prayed. He looked before him,
and there in the foremost place under the lamps, close to the very Sepulchre
of the Lord, stood Elisha, with his arms spread out like a priest at the
altar, and with his bald head all shining. 'Well, now,' thought Efím, 'I won't lose him!' He pushed forward to the front, but when he got there, there was no Elisha:
he had evidently gone away. Again on the third day Efím looked, and saw at the Sepulchre, in the
holiest place, Elisha standing in the sight of all men, his arms outspread,
and his eyes gazing upwards as if he saw something above. And his bald head
was all shining. 'Well, this time,' thought Efím, 'he shall not escape me! I will go and
stand at the door, then we can't miss one another!' Efím went out and stood by the door till past noon. Every one had passed
out, but still Elisha did not appear. Efím remained six weeks in Jerusalem, and went everywhere: to Bethlehem,
and to Bethany, and to the Jordan. He had a new shirt sealed at the Holy
Sepulchre for his burial, and he took a bottle of water from the Jordan, and
some holy earth, and bought candles that had been lit at the sacred flame. In
eight places he inscribed names to be prayed for, and he spent all his money,
except just enough to get home with. Then he started homeward. He walked to
Jaffa, sailed thence to Odessa, and walked home from there on foot. XI Efím travelled the same road he had come by; and as he drew nearer home
his former anxiety returned as to how affairs were getting on in his absence.
'Much water flows away in a year,' the proverb says. It takes a lifetime to
build up a homestead, but not long to ruin it, thought he. And he wondered how
his son had managed without him, what sort of spring they were having, how the
cattle had wintered, and whether the cottage was well finished. When Efím
came to the district where he had parted from Elisha the summer before, he
could hardly believe that the people living there were the same. The year
before they had been starving, but now they were living in comfort. The
harvest had been good, and the people had recovered and had forgotten their
former misery. One evening Efím reached the very place where Elisha had remained behind;
and as he entered the village, a little girl in a white smock ran out of a
hut. Daddy, daddy, come to our house!' Efím meant to pass on, but the little girl would not let him. She took
hold of his coat, laughing, and pulled him towards the hut, where a woman with
a small boy came out into the porch and beckoned to him. 'Come in, grandfather,' she said. 'Have supper and spend the night with
us.' So Efím went in. 'I may as well ask about Elisha,' he thought. 'I fancy this is the very hut
he went to for a drink of water.' The woman helped him off with the bag he carried, and gave him water to
wash his face. Then she made him sit down to table, and set milk, curd-cakes
and porridge before him. Efím thanked her, and praised her for her kindness
to a pilgrim. The woman shook her head. 'We have good reason to welcome pilgrims,' she said. 'It was a pilgrim who
showed us what life is. We were living forgetful of God, and God punished us
almost to death. We reached such a pass last summer, that we all lay ill and
helpless with nothing to eat. And we should have died, but that God sent an
old man to help us -- just such a one as you. He came in one day to ask for a
drink of water, saw the state we were in, took pity on us, and remained with
us. He gave us food and drink, and set us on our feet again; and he redeemed
our land, and bought a cart and horse and gave them to us.' Here the old woman entering the hut, interrupted the younger one and said: 'We don't know whether it was a man, or an angel from God. He loved us all,
pitied us all, and went away without telling us his name, so that we don't
even know whom to pray for. I can see it all before me now! There I lay
waiting for death, when in comes a bald-headed old man. He was not anything
much to look at, and he asked for a drink of water. I, sinner that I am,
thought to myself: "What does he come prowling about here for?" And
just think what he did! As soon as he saw us, he let down his bag, on this
very spot, and untied it.' Here the little girl joined in. 'No, Granny,' said she, 'first he put it down here in the middle of the
hut, and then he lifted it on to the bench.' And they began discussing and recalling all he had said and done, where he
sat and slept, and what he had said to each of them. At night the peasant himself came home on his horse, and he too began to
tell about Elisha and how he had lived with them. 'Had he not come we should all have died in our sins. We were dying in
despair, murmuring against God and man. But he set us on our feet again; and
through him we learned to know God, and to believe that there is good in man.
May the Lord bless him! We used to live like animals; he made human beings of
us. After giving Efím food and drink, they showed him where he was to sleep;
and lay down to sleep themselves. But though Efím lay down, he could not sleep. He could not get Elisha out
of his mind, but remembered how he had seen him three times at Jerusalem,
standing in the foremost place. 'So that is how he got ahead of me,' thought Efím. 'God may or may not
have accepted my pilgrimage but He has certainly accepted his!' Next morning Efím bade farewell to the people, who put some patties in his
sack before they went to their work, and he continued his journey. XII Efím had been away just a year, and it was spring again when he reached
home one evening. His son was not at home, but had gone to the public-house
and when he came back, he had had a drop too much. Efím began questioning
him. Everything showed that the young fellow had been unsteady during his
father's absence. The money had all been wrongly spent, and the work had been
neglected. The father began to upbraid the son; and the son answered rudely. 'Why didn't you stay and look after it yourself?' he said. 'You go off,
taking the money with you and now you demand it of me!' The old man grew angry, and struck his son. In the morning Efím went to the village Elder to complain of his son's
conduct. As he was passing Elisha's house, his friend's wife greeted him from
the porch. 'How do you do, neighbour,' she said. 'How do you do, dear friend? Did you
get to Jerusalem safely?' Efím stopped. 'Yes, thank God,' he said. 'I have been there. I lost sight of your old
man, but I hear he got home safely.' The old woman was fond of talking: 'Yes, neighbour, he has come back,' said she. 'He's been back a long time.
Soon after Assumption, I think it was, he returned. And we were glad the Lord
had sent him back to us! We were dull without him. We can't expect much work
from him any more, his years for work are past; but still he is the head of
the household and it's more cheerful when he's at home. And how glad our lad
was! He said, "It's like being without sunlight, when father's
away!" It was dull without him, dear friend. We're fond of him, and take
good care of him.' 'Is he at home now?' 'He is, dear friend. He is with his bees. He is hiving the swarms. He says
they are swarming well this year. The Lord has given such strength to the bees
that my husband doesn't remember the like. "The Lord is not rewarding us
according to our sins," he says. Come in, dear neighbour, he will be so
glad to see you again.' Efím passed through the passage into the yard and to the apiary, to see
Elisha. There was Elisha in his grey coat, without any face-net or gloves,
standing, under the birch trees, looking upwards, his arms stretched out and
his bald head shining, as Efím had seen him at the Holy Sepulchre in
Jerusalem: and above him the sunlight shone through the birches as the flames
of fire had done in the holy place, and the golden bees flew round his head
like a halo, and did not sting him. Efím stopped. The old woman called to her husband. 'Here's your friend come,' she cried. Elisha looked round with a pleased face, and came towards Efím, gently
picking bees out of his own beard. 'Good day, neighbour, good-day, dear friend. Did you get there safely?' 'My feet walked there, and I have brought you some water from the river
Jordan. You must come to my house for it. But whether the Lord accepted my
efforts. . . .' 'Well the Lord be thanked! May Christ bless you!' said Elisha. Efím was silent for a while, and then added: 'My feet have been there, but whether my soul, or another's, has been there
more truly . . .' 'That's God's business, neighbour, God's business,' interrupted Elisha. 'On my return journey I stopped at the hut where you remained behind. . .
.' Elisha was alarmed, and said hurriedly: 'God's business, neighbour, God's business! Come into the cottage, I'll
give you some of our honey.' And Elisha changed the conversation, and talked
of home affairs. Efím sighed, and did not speak to Elisha of the people in the hut, nor of
how he had seen him in Jerusalem. But he now understood that the best way to
keep one's vows to God and to do His will, is for each man while he lives to
show love and do good to others. 1885. |